Thursday, September 30, 2010

MSM throws us some bones



MSNBC covers the Sony Pictures/CFR Shill Charles H. Ferguson documentary "Inside Job" and does a fairly good job in pointing out the crimes of Wall Street and the Federal Reserve and the need for firings, indictments and prosecutions. But ... Dylan Ratigan could be called a 'designated dissenter' for the main stream media, one who speaks a lot of truth but stops short of telling the whole truth. Relatively speaking his audience is small and doesn't reach much of main street America. It's the way the media works ... throw us a bone and hope we are satisfied while nothing changes and the thefts continue.

INSIDE JOB: New Documentary Exposes How 'Banksters' Continue To Steal Our Money


Israeli "art students" at it again, door to door spies, nothing new, it's been going on for years all over the country, all over the world says this ABC affiliate but they don't dare to mention the "art students" activities right before 9/11.

MSM throws us some bones



MSNBC covers the Sony Pictures/CFR Shill Charles H. Ferguson documentary "Inside Job" and does a fairly good job in pointing out the crimes of Wall Street and the Federal Reserve and the need for firings, indictments and prosecutions. But ... Dylan Ratigan could be called a 'designated dissenter' for the main stream media, one who speaks a lot of truth but stops short of telling the whole truth. Relatively speaking his audience is small and doesn't reach much of main street America. It's the way the media works ... throw us a bone and hope we are satisfied while nothing changes and the thefts continue.

INSIDE JOB: New Documentary Exposes How 'Banksters' Continue To Steal Our Money


Israeli "art students" at it again, door to door spies, nothing new, it's been going on for years all over the country, all over the world says this ABC affiliate but they don't dare to mention the "art students" activities right before 9/11.

David Ray Griffin v. Cass Sunstein: A New Book Dealing with Tough Truths



David Ray Griffin v. Cass Sunstein

by Stephen Lendman
Griffin is Professor of Philosophy of Religion and Theology, Emeritus, Claremont School of Theology and Claremont Graduate University, Claremont, CA where he's still co-director of the Center for Process Studies.

He's authored and/or edited three dozen books, mainly in his field, but notably and heroically on 9/11 truth, Osama bin Laden, and his newest titled, Cognitive Infiltration: An Obama Appointee's Plan to Undermine the 9/11 Conspiracy Theory.  More on it below.


Cass Sunstein is a well-known University of Chicago and Harvard Law School Professor before being appointed Obama's Administrator of the White House Office of Information and Regulatory Affairs, in charge of "overseeing policies relating to privacy, information quality, and statistical programs," among other duties.

Distinguished Law Professor, activist, and international law and human rights expert Francis Boyle said this about both law schools and the University of Chicago's political science department, steeped in neo-con Straussianism:

"Do not send your children to the University of Chicago where they will grow up to become warmongers like (Paul) Wolfowitz and (John) Ashcroft. The University of Chicago is an intellectual and moral cesspool," referring to its political science department and law school. Its extremist economics department is much the same, indoctrinating students with predatory capitalist ideology.


Boyle's "Harvard's Gitmo Kangaroo Law School: The School for Torturers" article advised: 
"Do not send your children or students to Harvard Law School where they will grow up to become racist war criminals! Harvard Law School is a Neo-Con cesspool."

"Harvard is to Law School as Torture is to Law."
Commenting on Sunstein when he was mentioned as a possible Supreme Court nominee, Boyle, calling him a "Neo-Con," said he'd be a "lethal" choice.

Professor Emeritus James Fetzer, Founder, Scholars for 9/11 Truth, took sharp issue with Sunstein's attempt to discredit its proponents, saying his "Conspiracy Theories" report (discussed below) is a "corrosive approach" and "massive blunder" to believe they're "obviously false!" In fact, "No one can know which theories are true or false without investigating them." That a Harvard Law professor would suggest it "is simply stunning," yet unsurprising given the source. 

Fetzer's article can be accessed through the following link:
Sunstein is a notorious neo-con, abhorrent of First Amendment and other democratic freedoms, believing the rule of law is best served by subverting it.

Glen Greenwald's "The Horrible Prospect of Supreme Court Justice Cass Sunstein" article said:

"From the beginning of the War on Terror, Cass Sunstein turned himself into the most reliable Democratic cheerleader for Bush/Cheney radicalism and their assault on the Constitution and the rule of law." He also supports military commissions, illegal surveillance, and "mock(ed) the notion that Bush had committed crimes while in office." 

One of his former students added: "I think (he's) an extremely ambitious man (who'd) run over his grandmother for a seat on the Supreme Court."
Apparently over the country as well, trashing it and the public interest for power, clearly the aim of his "Cognitive Infiltration" proposal.

...In January 2008, he and Adrian Vermeule published a controversial report titled, "Conspiracy Theories," they define as "an attempt to explain an event or practice by reference to the machinations of powerful people, who have also managed to conceal their role."

"Many millions of people hold (them); they believe that powerful people have worked together in order to withhold the truth about some important practice or some terrible event."

Citing 9/11 truth, the reason for their report, they say believers "may create serious risks, including risks of violence....rais(ing) significant challenges for policy and law....The existence of both domestic and foreign conspiracy theories, we suggest, is no trivial matter, posing real risks to the government's antiterrorism policies, whatever the latter may be."

His solution - debunk and undermine them by "cognitive infiltration of extremist groups," his modern-day version of COINTELPRO, the FBI's infamous 1960s and 1970s counterintelligence program to neutralize political dissidents, including the American Indian Movement, Black Panthers, and communists, as well as anti-war, human and civil rights activists, among others.

Rebranded, COINTELPRO flourishes more than ever against new targets, including Muslims and others in the "war on terror;" environmental and animal rights activists, and supporters of democratic freedoms over despotism and imperial wars, among others.

Sunstein wants conspiracy advocates neutralized, using "independent groups to supply rebuttals, and by cognitive infiltration designed to break up the crippled epistemology of conspiracy-minded groups and informationally isolated social networks." In other words, destroy them by conspiring against them from within, using illegal and extralegal tactics.

"Government agents (and their allies) might enter chat rooms, online social networks, or even real-space groups and attempt to undermine percolating conspiracy theories by raising doubts about their factual premises, causal logic or implications for political action."

In June 2009, Sunstein and Vermeule updated their scheme in The Journal of Political Philosophy titled, "Conspiracy Theories: Causes and Cures." The cause - psychological conditions. The cure - elimination by cognitive infiltration, including with "independent experts with information and perhaps prod(ding) from behind the scenes....(but not) too close (to avoid being) self-defeating" if exposed.

In fact, what Sunstein proposed is illegal under statutes prohibiting internal government propaganda, aimed at the public, though legal technicalities have never before been a deterrent.

Nonetheless, according to a March 21, 2005 Congressional Research Service report, the Government Accountability Office (GAO) defines "publicity or propaganda" as either official self-aggrandizing, partisan activity, or "covert propaganda," the latter government-originated, disguised to appear otherwise, including by enlisted journalists, corrupting their profession by accepting cash to cooperate, a practice used by the Bush and earlier administrations as well as the CIA and perhaps FBI.

Griffin's New Book - A Powerful Truth Antidote

His new book is an invaluable analysis of Sunstein's proposal to undermine democratic freedoms, airbrush truth, impose censorship, and criminalize individuals who challenge official versions of patent lies, specifically 9/11, the seminal one of our time.

Critics agree, including Professor Peter Phillips, President of the Media Freedom Foundation and Project Censored saying:

Griffin's book should be "entitled 'the Courage of David Ray Griffin' (for) His continuing efforts to speak truth to power regarding issues" as vital as 9/11. Project Censored strongly recommends it at a time our democratic freedoms are at risk, including dissent, what Howard Zinn called "the highest form of patriotism."


Professor Emeritus Peter Dale Scott called Griffin our "preeminent (9/11) expert....his research....consistently careful, thorough, and objective." His new book provides "a patient, point-by-point and much needed refutation" of Sunstein's dangerous proposal. "He relentlessly shows how (he's) guilty of the very mentality he warns against: close-mindedness and refusal to debate. Those who seek to prevent 2010 from becoming 1984" must read this invaluable book.

Professor Emeritus Richard Falk said Griffin wrote "a devastating critique, (using) his formidable philosophical and theological skills."

Cyril H. Wecht, past President, American Academy of Forensic Sciences and the American College of Legal Medicine called the book "brilliantly written....a scholarly dissection of (Sunstein's) sociopolitical proposal....," one essential to expose and oppose.

Discussing Sunstein's 10 theses, Griffin deconstructs their flaws, contradictions, and dangers to a free society.  He also explains the legitimacy of 9/11 truth, and Sunstein's inability to refute it by disinformation, lies, suppression of facts, stifling debate, and attacking proponents.

What Obama did on September 23, calling Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad's 9/11 truth comments to UN General Assembly:

"hateful (and) inexcusable, particularly for him to make the statement here in Manhattan, just a little north of Ground Zero, where families lost their loved ones, people of all faiths, all ethnicities who see this as the seminal tragedy of this generation...."

Others attacked the comments as "abhorrent and delusional," no matter that millions around the world share them (including Architects and Engineers for 9/11 Truth), calling the event a crime, debunking the official account as deceitful, untrue, and destructive to democratic freedoms.

Ahmadinejad, in fact, suggested "three (possible) viewpoints:"

1. "That a very powerful and complex terrorist group" successfully circumvented US intelligence, Washington's position.

2. "That some segments within the US government orchestrated the attack to reverse the declining American economy and its grips on the Middle East in order to save the Zionist regime."

He said most Americans "as well as other nations and politicians agree with this view." European polls suggest it. US polls vary and have largely ducked the issue by not asking precise questions.

3. "It was carried out by a terrorist group but the American government supported and took advantage of the situation."

Ahmadinejad "proposed that the United Nations set up an independent fact-finding group...." He also criticized Washington for using the attack as a pretext for war against Iraq and Afghanistan. These views are verboten in the West, those expressing them pilloried as unpatriotic or worse.

Griffin is the preeminent 9/11 truth proponent and consummate scholar. Using his masterful skills, he demolishes Sunstein's arguments, ones based on disinformation, deceit, and bad analysis, not up to the standards of an accomplished liar, and no match for Griffin.

Thomas Fletcher summed it up saying:

Griffin's book "is a lucid and compelling exposure of the contempt held by the official (9/11 myth) defenders for dissenters who have seen through their Big Lie." They also fear truth that reveals their ugly agenda. "These officials expect that no one will be able to penetrate the murk of Sunstein's latest defense of the pretext for the US wars of aggression in Afghanistan and Iraq, now covertly expanding" globally. Truth is a powerful disinfectant, what government conspiracists most fear.

Some Final Comments

On September 12, Professor Denis Rancourt titled an article, "Why we love to hate conspiracy theories: 911 Truth as threat to the intelligentsia," saying:

Many on the left share guilt with the right by "vehemently attack(ing) and ridicul(ing) 'conspiracy theories' such as the present 911 Truth movement."

Why, he asks? "Is that not the modus operandi of power? Is it so difficult to believe that (the 911 attack) was not orchestrated by....religious zealot(s)? Or that those who measurably benefitted" had everything to gain? "What ever happened to 'war is a racket' and 'follow the money?' "

At issue is that "power owns the media, (and) more importantly....our jobs" and lives in other respects. Even more important than truth is how it's used - to "rebel, actually rebel and individually take back power over (our) lives." Instead, too many of "the intelligentsia" protect themselves and "the system" by being "a visceral opponent of 911 Truth....in order for power to save face."

Let others fight the good fight they may feel, but unless enough do, putting a lot on the line, wrong will prevail over right and squeeze harder for even more of what they want.

Perhaps the next "9/11" will be a mushroom-shaped cloud or other comparable state-sponsored "disaster," again blamed on foreign adversaries as a pretext for more war. Why not, given America's permanent war agenda, a topic addressed in an earlier article, accessed through the following link:
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I Love this Comment!

A comment left in response to my blog entry: There was a warrant out for my arrest is as follows:

So... you were knee-deep in a load of legal trouble, and all you could think about was the "hawt chick" girlfriends of the troublemakers who got you into this mess?

Wrong. The thought about their girlfriends was a brief one. I can see how anonymous would think this though. The purpose of the post was to demonstrate how barbarous men often attract "hot" women. As I stated in the post, I was curious about this phenomena.

The post focuses on the hot women - at the time, my mind did not.

My first observation was on the men themselves - their tattoos and affiliations with white-supremacist groups - read the post.


LOL You men never change. Always thinking with your knobs. Did it even occur to you that these women were, in fact, undesirable, due to their choice of companions? You do a lot of complaining about how women judge you by your geeky looks, but you seem to be no different.

Interesting - thinking with our knobs. Many MRA's say this too. I was not thinking with my knob - I was thinking with my brain. Read the post, I was curious why such barbarous men seemed to end up with such "aesthetic" women. Such thought can only be done with one's brain, not with one's penis.

It should come as no surprise that this woman is ignorant about the male penis!

Aesthetic women ARE desirable. Thin, busty and pretty in the face - this is what makes women attractive. I am wondering what the woman posting this message looks like at this point...

I never said I looked "geeky" in the post. In fact, I am pretty sure I do not say that anywhere in this entire blog. I am pretty sure that my appearance was in fact "normal" - as the post about my only blind date demonstrates. I placed a picture of myself at the bottom of the post to illustrate this fact. I in no way have ever considered myself to look "geeky" or anything else for that matter. I have always considered myself to look - well - "normal".

The point I was getting across is that looks are irrelevant. Psychopathic tendencies are what is relevant here. It is the psychopathic tendencies that seem to attract women - not looks.


In the end, physical appearance is worthless, as it is only temporary... and in case you weren't aware of this, "hotness" does not equal "good person". If most men think like you (with their little heads instead of their big ones), then it's no wonder you're always getting taken for a ride.

Physical appearance is worthless - as I mentioned, it is the psychopathic tendencies that are attractive to such women.

Did I say "hotness" meant "good person"? NOPE.

Shaming language common in feminists and some mra's: "think with the small head" - typical - yawn.

Let's see - what she is saying here is that I got taken for a ride into the courtroom because I think with my dick?

WRONG.

Have I ever said that I have been "taken for a ride"? NO.

She seems to be reciting some off-beat case she may have read or heard somewhere, and incorporating it into my post.

An excellent demonstration of how things get bent and twisted in womenfolk's minds.

I take that back - If things went "in one ear and out the other" for women, that would make women much more agreeable than they are now.

However, the larger portion of women have a kind of blender thing between their ears - things go in one ear, and get scrambled beyond belief - then regurgitation comes out of their mouth - as this woman demonstrates.

(funny I was actually thinking about this yesterday - during a conversation I had with a woman about Tom Leykis)


The crude flesh isn't a mirror into one's sole. Maybe you'll figure that out one day, but I highly doubt it.

I partially disagree with this. A healthy body can mean a healthy mind. However I would say that this is "the rule" and does not take into account quite a few exceptions...

Overall, I liked the response she left. It is an excellent demonstration of how women hear things, and add much into them. Typically, as I have noticed they add or subtract things to have the effect as rendering said things to be as negative as possible.

If this women were to offer an honest and open-minded criticism of the post and my other posts she would come to the conclusion that I am getting at the fact that "looks are irrelevant".

Expecting honest and open-minded analysis from a westernized woman is like expecting a cat not to screech when the rockers of a rocking chair hit its tail.

Ayodhya Verdict- Land to be Divided between Hindus and Muslims




The whole nation waited with bated breath, glued to television sets when the verdict was disclosed to the media at about 4.30 PM.
The disputed land is to be divided between 2 Hindu groups and the
Muslim Board. On television Hindus displayed satisfaction and relief whilst the Muslims guardedly said they accepted the courts decision and would decide whether to challenge it in the Supreme Court.
An uneasy calm prevails everywhere and till now there have been no reports of violence or provocation. Extreme precaution has to be exercised from now onwards. Schools will remain closed. I shall refrain from going to the District Court tomorrow where I had some business to attend to. The streets are deserted and many shops closed by 3PM. The milieu remains dangerous and volatile.
In the media everybody is making fervent appeals for calm and communal harmony. But India is very unpredictable a small spark can ignite a blazing inferno. It is for people not to give in to their hurt religious sentiments and listen to rumours or provocation.
This is a historic moment for our country and we must stand together as children of one God.
According to media interpretations, no one has 'lost ' so to speak. Both religious groups should let go of the past and share the space allotted to them. I don 't know the details of the judgement but this much is clear. India can rise up to the occasion and show the world that people of different faiths can live in peace and harmony side by side.

Below is a news update from the New York Times website.
(All photos are taken from the Internet)

NEW DELHI — With the nation on high alert, an Indian court handed down a long-awaited decision on Thursday over control of the country’s most disputed religious site by splitting the land into three portions to be divided among Hindus and Muslims, according to lawyers in the case.

Rajesh Kumar Singh/Associated Press

Much of the detail and rationale behind the decision issued late Thursday by a three-judge panel in the state of Uttar Pradesh remained unclear. The court was expected to release the complete ruling only later in the evening. But lawyers in the case, interviewed on Indian news channels, said the panel had unexpectedly ruled by dividing the land in a way that gave something to both Hindus and Muslims after a legal battle that originated six decades ago.
The case focused on a site in the city of Ayodhya, which many Hindus have long claimed as the birthplace of the Hindu deity Ram, but which also was the site of a mosque, known as the Babri Masjid, built in the 16th century by India’s first Mughal ruler. In 1992, Hindu extremists destroyed the Babri Masjid, sparking riots that would claim the lives of about 2,000 people, mostly Muslims.
One of the central questions in the case had been whether a Hindu temple had existed on the site before the construction of the Babri Masjid. Lawyers in the case said the court’s ruling would reserve one-third of the land for construction of a temple to Ram, another third for another Hindu party to the case, while designating the final third for Muslims to build a mosque.
“The judgment is in favor of Hindus,” said H. S. Jain, a lawyer for one of the Hindu groups in the case. “The belief of Hindus that this is the birthplace of Ram is upheld.”
But Zafaryab Jilani, a lawyer representing one of the Muslim parties, denied that the ruling represented a loss to Muslims.
“There is no reason of any loss of hope,” Mr. Jilani said, noting that the judgment was several thousands pages long. He added: “We do not agree with the formula of giving one-third of the land to Muslims.”
Despite Thursday’s ruling, the court said that the status quo at the contested shrine would remain in place for three months. Lawyers representing both Muslim and Hindu groups said they would appeal the verdict to India’s Supreme Court.
The 1992 violence became a searing rebuke to modern India’s secular identity and deepened the religious passions invested in the Ayodhya case.
In recent weeks, India’s government has beseeched the public to remain calm, with Prime Minister Manmohan Singh and the leaders of the major political parties issuing appeals for peace.

As a precaution, the Home Ministry deployed almost 200,000 paramilitary officers from both state and federal forces across Uttar Pradesh, which includes the contested site. One unit was assigned to stand guard outside the Taj Mahal in the city of Agra. The ministry also placed a temporary nationwide block on bulk text messages as a measure to block rumors or efforts to organize mass protests.
By early Thursday evening, with the details of the case becoming public through television reports, there were no reports of protests or violence. Earlier, P Chidambaram, the home minister, had predicted the Indian public would respect the court’s finding.
“I think, India has moved on, young people have moved on,” he told the Indian media. “I think young people have recognized that the India story is much more than a dispute over a place where one religious group claims they are entitled to [rather] than another religious group.”

Indian leaders have warned that an eruption of violence might derail the economic and social progress the country had made since the 1992 outbreak. The destruction of the Babri Masjid occurred a year after the national government initiated reforms that have transformed India into one of the world’s fastest growing major economies, if also a country of deep inequality. Moreover, the political potency of the Hindu nationalist movement, which took the destruction of the Babri Masjid as a rallying cry, has since eroded.
Hari Kumar contributed reporting.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Noise Against the Bankers in Europe

At least some in Europe are taking to the streets against the globalist bankers. Unlike here in America where we kneel  to our slavemasters and point our fingers at the wrong enemy.



Quite the coincidence that on the day of the strikes and protests it's wall to wall 'news' of the al Qaeda "big deal plot" to terrorize Europe, personally signed off by Osama Bin Laden.  Even Adam Pearlman Gadahn comes out from his Mossad hiding place to release a new video. Plus the CIA just can't seem to assassinate al-Awlaki so he too gets some face time in front of the camera to threaten the West.

The fear card is not working as well as the bankers would like so they try and try again with this continuous inundation of lies.

Bravo to those in the streets. We'll see if they can make a difference.

Noise Against the Bankers in Europe

At least some in Europe are taking to the streets against the globalist bankers. Unlike here in America where we kneel  to our slavemasters and point our fingers at the wrong enemy.



Quite the coincidence that on the day of the strikes and protests it's wall to wall 'news' of the al Qaeda "big deal plot" to terrorize Europe, personally signed off by Osama Bin Laden.  Even Adam Pearlman Gadahn comes out from his Mossad hiding place to release a new video. Plus the CIA just can't seem to assassinate al-Awlaki so he too gets some face time in front of the camera to threaten the West.

The fear card is not working as well as the bankers would like so they try and try again with this continuous inundation of lies.

Bravo to those in the streets. We'll see if they can make a difference.

Where Does God Live?



On the eve of the much awaited Temple/Mosque Judgement Day I want to draw the attention of my readers to the words from the Bible

Jesus said" God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth."
Gospel of John, Chapter 4 (Bible)



Words of Saint Paul to worshippers in Athens

24"The God who made the world and all things in it, since He is Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in temples made with hands;
25nor is He served by human hands, as though He needed anything, since He Himself gives to all people life and breath and all things;
26and He made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined their appointed times and the boundaries of their habitation,
27that they would seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us;

Act 17 (Bible)


A Hindu man prays on a train station


Minarets of a Mosque

A church in Medak, India

Night falls in the temple town of Ayodhya


Police Patrol in Ayodhya

Tomorrow is the D-Day and the whole of India is poised for it. The media is a-buzz with messages for peace and calm from the government, civic authorities, social political and religious leaders , celebrities and people from all walks of life.


True worshippers worship God in spirit and in truth as He does not dwell in buildings made with human hands this is something to reflect upon against the backdrop of this temple/mosque battle.
The whole nation had been put on high security alert, I got its feeling when I passed the city centre this evening. A flag march was taking place with truck loads of police and paramilitary jawans. I didn 't mind the traffic jam as the presence of security forces made me feel less nervous of untoward incidents taking place. Later on we saw a helicopter on air patrol.
The news will be out on Thursday between 3.30 and 4 pm.
We are praying that the outcome of this long judicial process will be peacefully accepted by both Hindus and Muslims.

(All the above photos have been taken from the www)

Images



Non-kosher symbolic images bring out the would be censors and worn out anti-semitic charges.


Gilad Atzmon: Roger Waters and the Bombs of David







Imagery connecting zionism, imperialism, war, genocide and money are determined to be unacceptable to those on the payroll of Israeli propaganda.






But real life images of destruction bring nary a peep from those who wish to control the dialog and media manipulation of Israel's actions.

Images



Non-kosher symbolic images bring out the would be censors and worn out anti-semitic charges.


Gilad Atzmon: Roger Waters and the Bombs of David







Imagery connecting zionism, imperialism, war, genocide and money are determined to be unacceptable to those on the payroll of Israeli propaganda.






But real life images of destruction bring nary a peep from those who wish to control the dialog and media manipulation of Israel's actions.

AIR MATA DIATAS RANJANG

"Setiap malam aku menggenangi tempat tidurku,
dengan air mataku aku membanjiri ranjangku."
Mazmur 6:7


http://biblikaindonesia.blogspot.com/

Ya Tuhan, janganlah menghukum aku dalam murka-Mu

00.00. Detik berganti detik, menit berganti menit, jam berganti jam, dan kini tanpa terasa hari baru telah tiba. Suasana senyap senantiasa mengiringi pergantian hari di kampung kecil ini, tak terkecuali malam ini. Semua orang telah terlelap di rumahnya masing-masing. Yang terdengar hanyalah desiran angin malam, juga suara jangkrik yang menyanyi bersahut-sahutan dari tengah sawah. Bagiku yang sedang gelisah dan tak bisa memejamkan mata, merekalah penghibur malam yang sejati.

00.05. Kalau ada yang berkata, “Kesusahan sehari cukuplah untuk sehari,” baiklah ia tahu bahwa nasihat itu mudah untuk diucapkan, tapi sulit untuk menjadi kenyataan. Ranjang tempatku berbaring adalah saksinya. Sudah sejak senja aku merebahkan diri di situ, tapi sampai tengah malam tiba jiwaku tak kunjung terbang ke alam mimpi. Ini sudah berlangsung berhari-hari! Ya, hari-hari belakangan ini aku memang susah tidur. Badanku hanya terbolak-balik di atas ranjang, kadang ke kanan, kadang ke kiri, persis yang dilakukan oleh tukang martabak. Ranjang kayu yang tua ini berderak-derak sepanjang malam sebagai akibatnya. Kalau ia bisa ngomong, pasti ia sudah protes dan menyuruhku pindah ke lantai saja.

00.10. Tiba-tiba air mataku mengalir. Untuk kesekian kalinya, lagi-lagi aku menangis. Hari baru ini aku awali dengan air mata, tanda bahwa bagiku hari ini akan sama saja dengan hari-hari sebelumnya yang penuh dengan duka dan kepedihan. Anakku, anakku, ini gara-gara aku memikirkan dirimu. Mengapa anakku, mengapa engkau membuatku seperti mendapat murka dari Yang Kuasa? Mengapa engkau membuat ibumu yang sudah tua ini jadi begini?

Sembuhkanlah aku Tuhan, sebab tulang-tulangku gemetar

00.15. Terbayang-bayang wajahnya, aku makin terisak-isak. Dia adalah anakku yang bungsu. Dulu dialah matahari keluarga ini. Keberadaannya, juga sikap dan tingkah lakunya, senantiasa mengharumkan nama seisi rumah. Dialah satu-satunya anak yang bisa kubanggakan. Bagaimana tidak, melihat si sulung, aku lebih sering mengelus dada. Anak itu berandalan dan suka membuat onar. Susah payah disekolahkan, eh ujung-ujungnya jadi preman pasar. Adiknya sama saja. Dia tak sempat sekolah tinggi karena SD saja tidak lulus-lulus. Kini ia masih tinggal bersamaku. Kerjanya makan, tidur, dan main remi bersama teman-temannya. Tapi si bungsu ini sungguh berbeda. Tidak seperti kakak-kakaknya, ia rajin, cerdas, dan punya pendirian. Selepas SMA, dengan berani ia menentukan jalan hidupnya: masuk seminari, ingin jadi imam.

00.30. Kubalikkan badan ke sebelah kanan sambil mengingat-ingat perjalanan anakku tersayang dalam menanggapi panggilan Tuhan. Jalan yang ditempuhnya sangat panjang. Sepuluh tahun! Teman-temannya sudah berguguran laksana daun di musim kemarau, tapi ia tetap bertahan. Pada akhirnya, ia mengundangku hadir dalam upacara tahbisan yang tak mungkin pernah bisa kulupakan. Begitu besar, begitu megah, begitu meriah! Tergetar hatiku melihat Bapak Uskup meletakkan tangan di atas kepalanya. Tergetar jiwaku melihat begitu banyak umat yang hadir memberinya dukungan. Tergetar jantungku melihat makanan dan minuman yang melimpah ruah, yang pastinya cukup untuk orang satu kecamatan. Luar biasa! Betapa besar harapan dan kepercayaan diletakkan di pundak anakku yang bungsu ini. Air mata bahagia mengalir dari kedua mataku. Ayahnya yang sudah beristirahat di surga sana pasti merasakan hal yang sama.

00.45. Tapi lima tahun kemudian, hal-hal aneh terjadi. Dia mulai sering pulang ke rumah, katanya untuk berlibur. “Libur kok sebulan sekali? Seperti orang gajian saja,” tanyaku. Ia tertawa saja, dan malah ganti menanyakan kesehatanku, apakah aku kira-kira punya penyakit jantung, atau darah tinggi, atau mungkin stroke. Tentu saja aku jadi heran mendengarnya, apalagi ketika ia mulai berbicara dengan bahasa-bahasa filsafat yang tidak aku mengerti, tentang perubahan, tentang pencarian jati diri, tentang pergulatan memahami panggilan Tuhan, juga tentang jalan hidup yang lain. Dua minggu lalu, keheranan itu mendapat jawabannya. Selembar surat datang darinya suatu siang, mengabarkan bahwa ia mengundurkan diri dari imamatnya. Tubuhku gemetar hebat dibuatnya. Saat itu juga aku jatuh pingsan.

Mataku rabun karena semua lawanku

01.00. Sampai saat ini, aku tetap tidak mengerti mengapa ia mengambil keputusan itu. Anakku, apa yang sesungguhnya terjadi? Mengapa engkau merasa bahwa jalan Tuhan itu bukan panggilanmu? Apakah hatimu kini terpikat pada hal-hal duniawi? Ataukah dirimu sekarang telah pindah ke lain hati? Apa mungkin engkau mundur karena telah melanggar kaul kemurnian, kemiskinan, dan ketaatan yang dulu engkau janjikan? Ah, sakit hatiku memikirkan kemungkinan-kemungkinan itu. Bukan hanya itu, badanku lalu ikut-ikutan sakit. Dulu aku darah rendah, sekarang jadi darah tinggi. Keadaanku menurun drastis. Kini tak banyak yang bisa kulakukan, selain melamun sambil tidur-tiduran di atas ranjang.

01.30. Erangan si manis dari pojok kamar sejenak mengagetkanku. Kucing hitam itu rupanya merasakan kegelisahan majikannya. Ya, bagaimana aku tidak gelisah? Segudang pertanyaan memenuhi kepalaku, tak satu pun ada jawabannya. Aku berharap anakku itu segera pulang untuk menemuiku dan menjelaskan segalanya. Tapi hal itu tidak terjadi. “Ibu, untuk pulang, aku perlu waktu,” tulisnya dalam surat yang terakhir. Menurutnya, ia harus mempersiapkan batin terlebih dahulu, sebab banyak orang – apalagi di kampung kecil seperti kampung kami ini – belum bisa menerima kehadiran mantan pastor.

02.00. Alasan itu tampaknya ada benarnya. Mendengar anakku tak lagi jadi imam, cerita ini dan itu mulai tersebar ke seluruh penjuru desa. Panas telingaku mendengarnya, sebab tak ada hal bagus di dalamnya. “Dengar-dengar ada skandal rahasia lo,” bisik si tukang gosip saat doa rosario lingkungan. “Katanya sih, dia kurang kuat menghadapi godaan,” sambung yang lain memeriahkan suasana. Kejengkelanku semakin memuncak ketika orang-orang mulai menyoroti rumahku, “Wah Bu, kok rumahnya tiba-tiba diperbaiki? Ada yang rusak ya? Waduh, gentengnya juga baru nih?” Meski dilontarkan dengan nada ramah, batinku teriris-iris mendengarnya. Pertanyaan atau sindirankah itu? Di depanku orang-orang itu tersenyum, tapi aku yakin di belakangku mereka mengolok dan menghina diriku. Tuhan, kasihanilah kami…

(Semoga) Tuhan mendengar tangisku

04.00. Kokok ayam jantan di kejauhan membangunkan diriku. Untuk beberapa saat rupanya aku terlelap, mungkin karena terlalu lelah memikirkan beban yang luar biasa berat. Tapi lumayan, badanku jadi terasa agak segar. Ini bekal berharga bagiku untuk menjalani hari-hari kelabu selanjutnya. Aku akan berhadapan lagi dengan tatapan sinis para tetangga; aku akan mendengar lagi mereka berbisik-bisik membicarakan anakku. Tuhan, aku putuskan untuk menyerahkan ini semua kepada-Mu. Kupercayakan diriku pada belas kasih-Mu, kupercayakan pula anakku pada kemurahan-Mu. Dampingilah dia, Tuhan. Jangan biarkan ia sedih sendirian. Mungkin Engkau kecewa karena ia telah meninggalkan jalan-Mu, tapi percayalah Tuhan, ia akan menemui-Mu lagi di jalan yang lain.

04.30. Perlahan-lahan hari mulai terang. Dengan susah payah, aku beranjak dari ranjangku. Kubuka jendela kamar, dan kutatap fajar yang mulai menyingsing. Wajah anakku tersayang terbayang di sana. Pulanglah, Nak. Aku menantimu, aku ingin memelukmu. Ceritakanlah semua, berkeluh-kesahlah, aku akan mendengarkannya. Jangan merasa sendirian, apalagi terbuang. Kita akan menghadapi masa-masa sulit ini bersama. Banyak pintu mungkin tertutup untukmu, tak bisa kaumasuki. Tapi satu hal kukatakan kepadamu: pintu rumah ini akan selalu terbuka bagimu.***

Kepustakaan

Barth, Marie Claire, dan B.A. Pareira. Tafsir Alkitab: Kitab Mazmur 1-72. Jakarta: BPK Gunung Mulia, 1999.
Mays, James L. Psalms. Louisville: John Knox Press, 1994.
Stuhlmueller, Carroll. Psalms 1. Delaware: Michael Glazier, Inc, 1983.


Oleh: Jarot Hadianto

Salam,

Ferdy D. Savio

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Judgement After 60 Years

New Delhi: Sixty years after it first went to court, there shall be a verdict in the Ayodhya title suit on Thursday. This, after the Supreme Court today rejected a petition seeking that the verdict be deferred and said the Lucknow bench of the Allahabad High Court could go ahead and deliver judgment on the property dispute.
(Map taken from BBC News)
(The Ayodhya dispute: A timeline)The High Court is expected to deliver its verdict on Thursday, September 30, after 3 pm. On Friday, October 1 one of the judges hearing the case, Dharamvir Sharma, retires.The verdict in the Ram Janambhoomi-Babri Masjid dispute will decide whether the 2.7 acres of disputed land on which the Babri Masjid stood before it was demolished on December 6, 1992, belongs to the Sunni Central Waqf Board or to the Akhil Bharat Hindu Mahasabha.In the Supreme Court today, Chief Justice of India HS Kapadia read out a one-line order to reject the petition of retired bureaucrat Ramesh Chand Tripathi, who had sought that the verdict be deferred and the matter be settled through reconciliation. Justice Kapadia said, "Having considered the detailed arguments advanced in this cases, we are of the view that the special leave petitions deserve to be dismissed. Accordingly, we hereby pass the following order: Special leave petition (C) Nos 27466-27467 of 2010 stands dismissed."
(The Mosque before it was demolished on Dec 6,1992)
The court heard arguments for over two-and-a-half hours before announcing its order. The decision of the three-judge bench - comprising Chief Justice Kapadia, Justice Aftab Alam and Justice KS Radhakrishnan - was unanimous. (Read: Will High Court judge DV Sharma get extension?)Centre appeals for calm, issues advisory (Read: Centre issues advisory ahead of the Ayodhya verdict)With a date set for the verdict, the Centre has appealed for calm. In an advisory issued today, the Home Ministry also said that,
32 places have been identified as "sensitive."

(A sadhu walks amid security)

Kerala, Karnataka and Madhya Pradesh have been identified as trouble-prone.
Central forces would be 10 minutes away and on call with extensive deployment near sensitive spots.
India Air Force aircraft would be on standby to transport troops to eight places across the country. (Watch: Appeals for calm after Ayodhya verdict)Read more at: http://www.ndtv.com/article/india/ayodhya-verdict-supreme-court-rejects-plea-for-deferment-55445?cp

(News story from NDTV}
The next 2 days will be very tense for all of us. My state and city are highly sensitive spots. We were told that 4 truck loads of para millitary policemen disembarked just a block away from our campus on the main street. Earlier there were flag marches in certain parts of the city.
Everyone is hoping that the contending groups will show maturity and restraint after hearing the judgement. The aggrieved party can appeal to the Supreme court , that option is open.

Please pray that peace may prevail in India.