Wade in the Waters

I like the photo above which a friend emailed to me.

This man back bent is wading through dark waters searching for something and what he finds is the reflection of the magnificent Taj Mahal.

Tonight I am heavily burdened.

My mother 's unhappiness causes guilt and distress in me.

I will take her to see a surgeon tomorrow and set a date

for her laproscopy for gall stones.

Mom does not have any pain, her blood work was also clear.

Since the death of 2 close relatives last year and both of

BIL Prem 's parents she 's been on edge and anxious.

My adopted sister Sonia is coming on Saturday (May 9th)

Her presence will be a great comfort and help.

Please pray for my Mother Hazel

The laproscopy

Logistics

Caregiving duties

Financial needs to be met

(we don 't have health insurance)

Someone has to be in the hospital 24 hours.

Protection from the heat

Courage and strength for

Mama, she is quite low.

Anxiety sets off her acidity problem.

That in turn depresses me and makes me guilty.

Its hard to express it.

Although right now I feel I have

swallowed a sackful of hay and its stuck in my throat.

I know that

God is good

He has not left us

We are in the center of His plan.

I will rejoice in Him

and His joy will be my strength

no matter what my brain tells me.

I am not alone in this.

There are millions who are in the

similar situation, or worse.

Thank you for your prayers.
I feel so much better after sharing this.

I can breathe better.